mga nais sabihin..

una..

i'm so happy Marnel "macmac" Baracael is back! i'm praying for his speedy recovery.. sabi nya 70% pa lang daw, so sana maging 100% na.. Good luck mac and FEU! ;)

pangalawa..

thanks to everyone who viewed my blog and posted comments..

pangatlo..

hay kainis.. whole day walang kuryente tomorrow! UE vs UST pa naman! grrr!

pang-apat..

sa monday na ako mag post ulit.. wala ngang kuryente bukas..

"hu u?"

2001. nabuo ang isang pagkakaibigan..

"beauty" - that's what i call her..

"pretty" - that's what she calls me..

wala namang batas ang nagsasabing bawal magtawagan ng ganyan kahit hindi kami kasing ganda ng inakala mo,
kahit man lang sa endearment eh madaig man lang namin si Venus sa paligsahan ng kagandahan.

7 years later.. magkaibigan pa rin kami.
september 7, 2008 we'll be celebrating our 7th year of friendship.

masasabi ko kayang "7 years of friendship and counting"?
o "7 years of friendship and the counting ends here"?

....

aug 1x, 2008 - pretty texted her friends including beauty..
(sorry di ko matandaan ang exact date kaya 1x)

pretty: "hoy txt nyo ako, first time ko mag unli sa smart!" --- message sent!
beauty replied, "hu u?"
pretty: "hay naku walang pinagbago! benah 2.."
beauty: "aw ah! ikaw pala."

dalawa pang nag reply ng hu u.. sina blu at paola.. magkakabarkada silang apat..
pretty replied to the two.. "benah"
ayun nag text2 na sila..

2 days later.. pretty texted beauty..
pretty: "oist!"
beauty: "hu u?"

OUCH!!!!!! "hu u" agen!?!

pretty: "ay sorry ha.. sige don't worry hindi na ako mag text ulit"

etc. etc. etc.

si pretty, for the nth time, na HU U ni beauty.
mayber your thinking bakit "Nth time".. kasi po.. this is not the first time beauty replied to pretty's message with a HU U.

masakit. best friend kita. bakit ganun? 2 days lang ang nakalipas, na HU U na naman ako..
it hurts like hell na kung iisipin kabarkada ko kayo, best friend kita, at hindi ito ang unang beses na nagtext ako sa inyo gamit ang smart number ko..

nag college lang tayo.. nag iba ng ikot ng mundo..

if i don't make paramdam to you.. nakuuu.. sa oras na mabasa nyo ang message ko, yun lang siguro ang time na maaalala nyo ako..
buti pa nga yung mga college friends nyo eh.. lagi nyong binibigyan ng testi o comment o tinitext..

ako?? kelan? pag ako naunang magbigay ng comment??

nag smart na nga ako para makatext kayo.. tapos "hu u" pa..

tanong ko lang..


to brixzchy: ano, will it be "7 yrs and counting"??
to beauty: bestfriends pa ba tayo? o best friends ba talaga tayo?

break-up panic..

breaking up is hard to do, but moving forward and letting go may seem harder.

tama diba?

hindi naman ako talagang brokenhearted.. ahahaha! as if!

ok! ok!

maybe i am.. or i was? ewan! past is past.. but im the kind of person na mabilis makacope up though matagal makalimot.

thanks to this article i have read in cosmo mag, it's a big help for all of you (ahem, for us) heartbroken people to easily cope up with the big BREAK UP.

(sa lagay na ito hindi ko naman inaannounce sa mundo na brokenhearted ako.. pag pasensyahan nyo na.. ito ang tinatawag ng epekto ng pagiging sawi.. hahaha!)

anyway, here are the quick tips:

1. FACE THE FACTS. Coz you don't see him/her anymore, you'll reach a point where "you forget why you broke up in the first place," says Emily Zachery. Keep yourself grounded with what's true.

2. FIND THE BEST WAY TO COPE. Whether it's saying a final goodbye, going away on a trip, or surrounding yourself with friends, work on how you can achieve closure.

3. LET YOURSELF HEAL. Focus on healing rather than regret or revenge, advises Zachery. Otherwise, you'll just be stuck with anger. Remember, "everyone recovers from a breakup in their own time table."

easy steps right? so why don't you try it.. just make sure you do it religiously.. u know, DETERMINATION.. that is!

hay.. nagsalita ang "determinado" kuno.. hehehe..

ahmm.. kung feeling mo nakakarelate ka, kakabreak mo man o hindi.. wala namang problema yan mare o pare!

at kung feeling mo naman kakabreak nyo lang ng "syota-mo-na-hindi-alam-na-syota-ka-nya-pala" eh ok lang naman yan. sabi nga ng kamikazee.. libre lang mangarap..

kaya lang sabi din ng pussycat dolls.. "be careful what you wish for coz you might just get it"..

tama nga naman!

yun nga lang.. iba ang nakuha mo.. ANG PAIT AT SAKIT na sana'y hindi mo nakamtan kung hindi ka nag feeling feelingan ng bonggang bongga!

at kung hindi ka naman brokenhearted.. just take note of this.. pwede rin ibookmark mo.. im telling you, time will come, you will get your heart broken too. hehehe!

o pano ba yan.. till here na lang..

sana'y magtagumpay ka at maghilom na ang sugat na dinulot ng pesteng break up na hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa rin alam kung bakit naimbento pa yan!

Good luck na lang!!

=)

angst..

"no man is an island" ika nga..

pero mas gugustohin ko nang mag-isa kaysa ikaw ang makasama.

IKAW! oo ikaw!

sinabi ko na sa'yo noon pa ayoko sa'yo, break na tayo!

heto ka na naman.. nag papakita.. nagpaparamdam.. dikit ng dikit.. lapit ng lapit..

nagsama ka pa ng mga ka tropa.

nahihirapan ako. nasasaktan.

you have been a part of my life since who knows when.. hanggang kailan pa ba ako mag titiis?

nagawa ko na lahat mawala ka lang. pero anjan ka pa rin. ang lakas din ng loob mong bumalik.

ayokong isiping naiinggit lang ang lahat ng dyosa sa Mt. Olympus kung kaya't ganito ang parusa sa akin.

gustohin ko man mag pakumbaba pero kailangan kong tanggaping yan nga cguro ang dahilan.

gusto kog lumigaya. gusto kong maging masaya kaya sana lumayo kana.

ayaw kitang makita. ayaw kitang makasama..

ikinakahiya kita.

umalis kana, kayo ng barkada mo.

iwan mo na ako at wag ka ng mag iwan ng kahit anong mag papaalala sayo.

pakiusap.. sa hindi ko na mabilang na beses at pagkakataon.. tantanan mo na ako.

sana bukas pag gising ko wala kana.

paalam!

--wala lang.. sulat ko ito sa aking pimple na heto't minumulto na naman ako. syet yan! nag pakita na naman!

finally..

i've been thinking for as long as i can remember if i should create a new or should i say a more formal and more updated blog.. and finally, i've come to this decision that i think i should make one. asking y? honestly, i myself couldn't think of a nice or good reason why i think i have to..

just last week i bought a cute notebook where i write everything and anything i cud think of even if it's just a line or one sentence.. actually, my purpose of buying that notebook is for me to write my confessions.. oops! hehehe.. okie maybe ur a little curious about that 'fess thingy i just said.. u know, im having this weird feeling dis past few days.. i think im liking someone but i couldn't tell it to anybody except for myself and the notebook.. hahaha!

i've read in a mag about blogging that what a blogger posts need not to be too long.. a line is enuf. as long as it is updated so i thought y not do it, y not post online whatever is on my mind.... so here finally, i created dis blog.

now, maybe that could be a [good] valid reason now for me to consider why im doing this. haha!

i just hope i'll do well here.. hehehe.